My life has very much changed right after my last post.  I am not going to describe everything here as that will take up weeks and months to note down what I have been through… the ups and downs.

One thing remain the same, the faithfulness of Jesus Christ our Saviour.  He is forever faithful, righteous and just.  Sadly to say, I could not stick up to His level of teaching.  I am trying… really trying (or to say struggling).

Working life is so different from our studying live.

I miss my colleage time.  Those happy-go-lucky, care free and freedom lifestyle is what I yern for… at this point of my life.

I am getting sleepy, yet.. I am reluctant to end the day.

Funny feelings, just like what I used to feel when i was colleging.

SLEEPY… guess I have no choice but to… end my day.. sigh

My pc is still not functioning.. not that I can do any fixing on it.  So, it’s very much like waiting for the right time to get the right lappy.  Then, I will be able to go back to my usual internet usage.

Working life, is never easy.  Minus out the working hours and traveling time, we left so little hour left… to complete our day (that includes dinner, shower, spending time with family, some tv-ing, online, friends…).  So, what we left after all?  A quiet and idle night is soooo precious.

That’s what I am pretty much having tonight.

Lepak at home… watching some tv programs… spend time with family… and myself.

Work is going to be challeging, as I am going to take up new responsibilities.  I am excited, for sure… seeing myself stepping into another level, yet, I know it will never be easy.  There might be times where I have to do lots of travelings and away from home, there might be nights where I have to stay back and complete my work… im not sure.  But one thing I am definitely sure, that is… God is going to be with me regardless of the situations and circumstances.

I know.. He will be there.  In fact, He has been there… and always there.

Another new page is going to be written.. another new stage is going to be taken… I could not do much, but just to rely on God’s guidance and take step… by step.

Looking up and back to God is vital where, He will restore my strength and I need to be reminded always that He is there for me… To Pull me, catch me.. and hold me.

The Lord is Almighty, no one but HIM alone.. is worthy of all praises.

Praise the Lord.. in all days.

I am not granted Internet access, so… the only place i got to go online will be when I am home.

So, how could I be writing now?

Because, my whole department left only about 10 of us (managers and merchandisers went to penang for the new store preparation) and I have sort of finish my task here.  In addition, I am feeling soooo sleepy here (dozzing off in front of my pc), therefore, I am now using my colleagues pc (his pc got internet access) to… at least got myself something interesting to do, to stay awake…

Nothing much to do here.. helping others with their work.. yet.. I am finishing most of them.

My superior and others will be back to office only on Friday, which means.. I have to really find something to do during these days…

sigh… it’s honestly kinda boring here.  The whole department is filled with silence other than the sound of the air condition running at the background.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~S.L.E.E.P.Y~~~~~~~~~~~~

In Fact, I AM really blessed!

I have an awesome God, whom blessed me with a good family; a group of sweet and lovely colleagues, nice church members and etc.

I am having a GOOD life.  I might not have the best car in the world but im happy with my ‘cutie’ (she’s an apple green myvi with the alphabet WQT..), I may not have the most wealthy family… but I am well-sheltered, my pay is not the best pay among all… but I am loved by the colleagues, I am not that rich enough to pamper myself in good food and lots of nice clothes… but my heart is richly filled by God’s love and His blessings.

I am really BLESSED!!!

Because I am so loved by God, my family, colleagues and friends…

My cousin sister travelled all the way from Puchong to my house, just to send in my early birthday cakes and gifts.  It’s not about the price, but it’s the heart that counts.  I appreciate the love and effort that she has taken… I am fully touched. ^^

When you go with no expectation, there u will have much surprises.

I am blessed!!!

Thanks so much for all blessings, Lord!!!!

]]> http://evasam.wordpress.com/2008/08/03/i-am-blessed/feed/ 0 evasam http://evasam.wordpress.com/2008/08/02/the-first-night-of-august-010808/ http://evasam.wordpress.com/2008/08/02/the-first-night-of-august-010808/#comments Fri, 01 Aug 2008 17:57:50 +0000 Eva S. http://evasam.wordpress.com/?p=282 ]]> It is already 1 in the morning, a Saturday morning.

Many may not have to wake up early for work, but I have to.

Just got home from Cell group and a CF gathering cum farewell. Had lots of fun catching up with friends and all. I was tired, but now I am wide awake.

Suppose to be sleeping by now… but I feel like my peaceful night has just started ever since I got home.

A little emo here… for no reason.

There are some thoughts running in my mind, which I have not figured out. Yet. No one could tell me why… but only God could.

Maybe it’s the time where I suppose to really sit down and have a nice reading on my bible. I have not been really enjoying it for quite some time.

The discipline of at least doing my devotion once a day was gone… ever since I started working. I got no one to blame on, but myself getting pull away by work and all.

A question just come into my mind, ‘where do I stand in God’s kingdom?’

How am I suppose to answer, or, how can I answer this?

Well, it is pretty much clear. I thought I know where my stand is. Actually, I am NOT.

I am NOT sure if I know where I am standing…

I am feeling peaceful here… it is a really quiet morning here.

Well, it is 1.30 in the morning… what should I expect it to be noises and all. Maybe that’s the reason why I love doing my assignments in the middle of the night while I was colleging.

The only noise that’s surrounding me is the engine sound of my room’s air condition. I feel like I am the only one awake on the earth… even though that’s not true at all. The silence does make me feel so.

Life is full of challenges. I am so packed up with… work, church, activities, friends… and etc. Almost every nights I forced myself to bed, all because I got to wake up early the other morning. Rushing to bed has never really grant me any good and peaceful sleep.

I need a time for myself… silently… with God. When there is no voices, no music, no talking, no nothing; but just my keyboard’s sound when I am typing and the air con… I realise I can think so much clearer.

My mind is clear.

My heart is beating, peacefully.

I am breathing, freely.

Everything seems, so wonderfully.

Yeah, It’s been something where I quiet down myself… to think and… just being quiet. I am always up to something. Even I am home not out I will be either online chatting, watching tv, or on the phone.

It’s not frequent for me to get this kinda peaceful midnight. My current job and the fact that has to wake up early never really grant me the chance to stay up ‘late’.

Well, at least I did tonight. That’s enough. I am satisfied.

My eye lids are getting sourish and heavy, I really got to get on bed any sooner. Or my performance might drop tomorrow due to the lacking of sleep. I pray and rebuke that possibility and putting all my trust in my Lord, Jesus Christ.

I do not know what will happen the next second, minutes, hours and day or week. But, He does.

So I am putting myself once again on His mighty and loving hands with all my trust.

He is going to use me as His tool, to bless… to love… to shine… to blink.

He is Almighty in ALL ways…

He is Jesus Christ.

My Lord!!

COOL!!!!

It is windy today… soo soothing… that is so nice to be lazying around by not doing anything. Having my cup of Latte (half cup of Nescafe mix with another half of low fat milk) and listening to my favourite song, COOL!

Suppose to choreography a children dance, yet so lazy to start my day by using my brain too much (well, imagine you have to work full days during week.. won’t you wish that will be a day to rest your brain?).

Going to church for Sunday’s worship prac in one hours time… and, will enjoy my evening for some lepaking session till night .. it’s been some time since I ever really enjoy my walk in shopping centres!! (I know im working in JUSCO, however, you will never enjoy the walk when you are on duty, you know? I can’t… i meant ahah… work is work, I carry different mood when Im on and off work in shopping mall)

Life is been good, so far.. I mean… it’s been good all the time. God is always blessing me and being there for me whenever things happen. I am not lacking in any area through His grace and mercy even though I still need lots and lots of financial BLESSINGS!!! (I believe You hear me, Lord.. hahah)

Well, I enjoy working with my lovely colleagues (yeah, we manage to make it a not too bored yet fun working environment by cracking jokes and being lame).. Many times I feel that I am back to my secondary school life where we share laughters, tears and stress together. It’s not as terrible feeling to get up early and go to work everyday, cause it’s more like spending time with colleagues (like family members) together. Other than focus on our own tasks, we share snacks and laughters all together (do I sound like I am working in a playground? LOL).

God is overALL GOOD, I got nothing to complain about my life. Not that I have a good materialistic life, but, I am rich.. in my heart, soul and spirit. Praise God for all blessings and the good things He has done in me, my life and my family.

All Cheers to the Lord Almighty!!!!!!!!!!!

Well… the update should be… Im now a confirmed employee under AEON (formerly known as Jaya Jusco Stores) as an Assistant Merchandiser in Ladies department. Working is been busy ( as usual…), quite some travelling here and there for store visits. Last week we went to BS (Bandar Sunway ) and BP (Bandar Puchong) and… on Friday we went Bukit Raja as well as Bukit Tinggi. So… other than these store visits… I have quite some paperwork to do as my daily routine. Dealing with suppliers is one of my sub-task too.

Colleagues wise, I am blessed with… nice and true people. Therefore, working is not plainly working but sort of like family life. Other than sharing the jokes, fun we, too share all the pressures, stress and exhaustion together… ^^ God blessed me with a sister-in-Christ whom I can share about everything, and laugh at almost every small little things. I am soooo blessed.

Well… I really can’t write much in the reporter style.. ahhah… if you ‘so happen’ to wonder what’s going on in my life.. I guess giving me a text or call would be a better way to find out what’s happening…

AND..

There’s no much updates… can I consider myself as…..

Nothing special happening here?

lol

Don’t kill me.. at least i have updated ‘something’

*grin*

I asked God to bless you
As I prayed for you today
To guide you and protect you
As you go along your way….
His love is always with you
His promises are true,
And when we give Him all our cares
You know He will see us through
So when the road you’re travelling on
Seems difficult at best
Just remember I’m here praying
And God will do the rest.

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When everything looks down
And you don’t think
you can hang on much longer
to this world that drags you down
You feel like closing in
and just letting it all end
You want to give up now
because nothing else will work

But hold your head high
and just keep fighting
you will see in time
why you must hang in there
it will be all worth while

Just look onto the brighter days
and dream for the ones you want
just keep hoping that
everything will be ok
have faith in the world
to help you out
Just keep wishing for
the brighter days
and they will soon
be on there way

Why give in and give up
Why lower your head
and start to cry
why wish your life away
why wish you could find a better day
when you don’t want to give in
just a little hint
from me to you
believe and dream
and your dreams will come true
But until the times
when you see that bright light
hang in there
and everything will be all right

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Three things in life that, once gone, never come back
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person
1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose
1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable
1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness

Three things in life that are never certain
1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person
1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard work

Three things that are truly constant -
Father – Son – Holy Spirit

Worship Songs :

Artist – Paul Wilbur
Album – Jerusalem Arise
Songs & Lyrics – Blessed Are You

Blessed are You O Lord our God
Eternity’s Holy King
Blessed are You O Lord our God
Whose Words brings on the evening
Bar’chu et Adonai ham’vorach I’olam vaed
Bar’chu et Adonai ham’vorach I’olam vaed
By wisdom O Lord, Heaven’s gates open up
With understanding You order the seasons
Creating day and night, Turning darkness into light
Arranging the stars to Your pleasing
O blessed be the King, To the Holy One we sing
Lord of Hosts is Your name
O everliving God rule over us
Now and forever the same.

Artist – Jim Cernero
Album – Healing (Benny Hin)
Songs & Lyrics – You Are My Hiding Place

You are my hiding place
You always fill my heart
with songs of deliverance
Whenever I am afraid
I will trust in You
I will trust in You
Let the weak say I am strong
In the strength of the Lord
You are my hiding place
You always fill my heart
with songs of deliverance
Whenever I am afraid
I will trust in You
I will trust in You
Let the weak say I am strong
In the strength of the Lord

Artist: Don Moen
Title Song: Be Magnified
BE MAGNIFIED

I have made You too small, in my eyes
O Lord, forgive me
And I have believed in a lie
That You were unable to help me.
But now O Lord, I see my wrong
Heal my heart and show yourself strong
And in my eyes,and with my song
O Lord, be magnified
O Lord, be magnified.
Chorus
Be magnified O lord,
You are highly exalted
And there is nothing You can’t do
O Lord, my eyes are on You,be magnified,
O Lord be magnified,O Lord be magnified
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Repeat chorus, then end with
O Lord be magnified * 4